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OKAY. So far so far so bad. I have been embarassed and I have thought too much and I have deleted and I have ummed and aaahed and generally been an idiot. Enough. Will he turn up? Yeah it's 6am so fucking what, this is not something that I consider to be a major factor in a life crisis of the kind which makes you want to scream insane and preferably wet and cold in the rain and on a moor like Cathy and Heathcliff (except nothing will ever be that insane or that sexy or that RAW), the pepperpot of pathetic fallacy working it's dark and stormy magic. No, he will not turn up. Because he hasn't read it. I've had quite enough of waiting THANKYOU.